Somewhere In The Middle

Kaninang umaga lang ay good mood ako pero ngayon medyo bad trip at sad ako :( Bad trip kasi nadelete ko yung ginawa kong vector sa photoshop. Halos inabot ako ng dalawang oras para gawin yun. Hayon, hindi ko nasave tapos naclick ko yung close button. Tanga nga naman oo. Sad din ako kasi i am so confused. As in totally confused. :( Huhuhu.

Goodbye memories...

New year is definitely fast approaching. New life. We need to face new problems, we need to meet new friends and we need to say goodbye to our past memories. Forget the bitter and cherish the joyful ones. Okie dokie, because it's new year, I wanna say sorry to the people whom i hurt physically (what?!!), spiritually and yeah emotionally. I didn't mean to hurt you guys. It's just that, there are times that im in a bad mood. In spite of my flaws and weaknesses, I hope you guys would still forgive me. To those who hurt me emotionally, it's definitely ok to me. We have different personality and yeah, I can't please everybody to like me. I forgive you. I need to forget the bad memories that I've experienced. Woohoo, it's new year! Let's spread some lovin'! McLovin' it!

Parasites

Yikes, ilang buwan na rin akong hindi nakapagblog. Hay. Anyways, maraming nangyari sa buhay ko this past months. Different experiences, different problems. Hindi ko alam kung bakit may mga taong sumisipsip ng dugo ng ibang tao para sa kanilang kapakanan. I call them parasites. Naiinis talaga ako sa mga taong ganun :-\ Yung tipong mabait lang sayo pag may kailangan sila sayo at kapag wala naman, deadma! Wah, the nerve! Ayokong magtanim ng galit kasi nakakasira lang yan ng araw ko, nakakasira ng mood ko. Im so pissed off today. Huhuhu. Wasted na talaga ko. The first cut is the deepest. Huhuhu.

OPM Bands

OPM bands are famous nowadays not just here in our country but also in the foreign country. Paborito kong female artist si Kitchie Nadal. Maganda kasi and boses niya. Nakakarelieve ng stress. Naks naman. My favorite song from her old album are Breathe, Run at Fire. Grabe nakayanan niya ang napakahectic niyang schedule. Nag-aaral siya ng double course, Psychology at Education, tapos model pa siya ng Bayo, Bembang at Ellipse Cologne, tapos ang dami pa niyang mga gig. Grabe, super girl talaga siya para sakin. Girl Power!

Sembreak's over

Wheew. From the hard and stressful exams that I've encountered, I badly need a break. After two weeks, here we are again. The second semester is fast approaching. Anyways, my mini-break is quite fun because I spend my time with my family. Second semester will be different aside from Math. LOL. I hope my second sem will be different and fun. Not those boring and stressful days of my first sem. Wheew. Here I come baby!

Home

Yeah, the school's over. It's our sembreak. Time to chillax. I went home. Anyways, it's my father's birthday today. Im so happy being with my family again. Wheew, there's no place like home. I wanna enjoy everything, every moment of my life. Yeah :)

Life is funny

Wheew. I just realize that life is so funny. Haha. So many up's and downs. Life is a roller coaster. Haha. Im over you biatch. To the person who hurt me, im over you! You freakin' maggot. Haha. Get lost.

Politics is evil.

Ahh, Tuesday. Our finals is fast approaching. I need to submit all my projects. My instructor in social science gave us a hard project. She wants us to react about what's happening in the politics in the Philippines today. I was having a hard time searching for a good topic about politics. I remember, when i was kid, i really wanted to be a lawyer even if it takes 10 years to study politics. I love lawyers. They are descent and cool in my eyes. Haha. I love talking about politics but i think God has another plan for me, He did not gave me politics, He gave me electricity. :) Yes, sometimes, politics is evil. The people should serve as the check and balance.
This is the view from Edsa Dos.

The World's Changing

I dont know. The climate's changing for me. When i woke up this morning, around 5 am, its very cold. My body is shaking but when it's already 7 am, Jesus it's very hot. It's more hot around 10 am to 2 pm. My daily routine is all the same. Wheew. I'll be dealing with mathematics again tomorrow. Ahh, i remember, when i was in grade school, i have a hard time dealing with numbers. I dont know how to count when i was in grade one, good thing, i saw a calendar. Yes, that calendar taught me how to count. How weird. I miss those days. :( I miss the day when i learn to tie my shoes. Yeah, that's right. The world's changing. I miss my old friends. I don't know where they are. Wheew. I cant explain myself anymore. Im just used to the cold. I wish tomorrow, when I wake up, i wish it will rain. I wish it will rain for the whole day. :)

Let Go

I have no class this afternoon so i have enough time to post on my blog. My exam in chem is through. Wheew. One word, HARD. That's right, our examination is so hard. I don't know why i don't like chemistry. I hate chemical equations, experimenting, blah blah blah. I am so sure that i will get a failing remark in that exam because i didn't study at all. I only read the important details. God, please help me. Anyways enough of chemistry, whenever i hear the song "Swing, Swing" by The All-American Rejects, i always remember one moment in my past. That song really strucked me. I love the lyrics. I can relate. Ouch. I just love one line in the song, "Did you think that i would cry on the phone? Do you know what it feels like being alone?" Haha. Being lonely is so hard but the advantage of being lonely is, you can spend time with yourself. Sometimes, we have to let go of the bad memories. We need to face the new battle. Let go of the people who hurt you. Just let anything fall to it's places :) "My heart is crushed by a former love."- I just cant get enough of All-American Rejects.